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Thursday, December 31, 2009,3:18 PM

BO PEEP BO PEEP~~

as usual, i been using computer since morning..

hahaha

Was looking at joyce lai fb just now..

looks like she enjoy her life fully..

when will it be my turn..

maybe because she's rich?

so she do not have to worry about money problem.

now i feel so broke..

i still need to buy mobile phone next month and visit facial clinic

dunno how to survive with just 200 buck per month.. :( :(

i should seriously cut down on my expenditure on food.. hahaa!!

Anyway, yesterday night i had a good time chatting with dear sy

How old has it been since we chatted so long?

think it was 3-4 years ago.. that was very long rite.. haha!

Had been talking about BGR.. Hope that her mr right will come soon just like hy. :)

she asked whether i am looking for one too..

actually i dunno..

maybe? maybe not?

but i seriously need to change myself first before i enter into a BGR...

cause you know.. i looks so ugly now.. hahaha!!

that's true that's true.. LOL

so so so.. maybe in one year time ma..

Since i also got no money.. so it's time to cut down on food and slim down.. lols..

jia you jia you jia you..

Plus please give me the motivation and persistance to study...

i can't sit down for long to revise man..

i still got so much more paper to read through.. gosh!!!

-.-

And today is new year eve.. i wanan watch the taiwan concert tonight!!

and tml morning need to rush to school to do project..

sat need to meet clara for dinner..

NO MONEY ALREADY!!

maybe sunday need to go play badminton at kallang cc..

-.-

why always go out when my train concession is no longer there?

and stay at home when i still got train concession..

WHT... seriously no money!!!!!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009,3:48 PM

time fly so fast..

arghh... my holiday ending soon.. :(

since morning up to now, the only thing i did was watch videos..

Can you believe that i did that for 2 weeks plus and still doing it?

hahahaha!!

i seriously need to change man.. if not school reopen i die.. :(

Plus i need to research for my projects and revise..

seeing my fren all so hardworking and i'm slack.. hai!!

i need to change change change..

Anyway, i been watching korean videos!

like their concerts and dance..

I shall learn dancing soon.. hahaha.. then will use it to performance during truth or dare?

LOL

Actually the korean celebrities are all so hardworking..

They have to dance and sing and imitiate other celebrities..

They are so poor thing..

Mummy sayang you all okay.. HAHAS!! :D

That's all.. i will be as hardworking as them and do my HW! :)

Tuesday, December 29, 2009,8:43 PM

lost

My life sucks.. My dad keep saying that he has no money.. Yet he still dare to go geylang..

My eldest brother say that after next year, his cpf dun have enough money to pay the housing loan.. I'm so angry now..

I should be more independent.. I want to get out of this shitty life..

I think he will be very sick in the future..

He just dun learn his lesson..

My fren told me that there is a man who shown HIV after 10 year..

Maybe that will happen to him.. maybe not..

It's up to god to decide..

I shall learn how to save money.. I really hate my life now..

Can't get much money from my family like my fren did..

Yet i have to spend my money on facial since i got itchy hand last time and lazy too.

Really regret now.. Hope my face will get better.. :(

Just met up with my SJAB fren yesterday..

Can't believe amanda is working part time while schooling.

Wonder why i can't be as strong as her.

Maybe because i'm lazy..

My studies are not that good either. and my presentation sucks..

My life totally sucks man.. ARGHH...

Sunday, September 27, 2009,1:32 PM

my off day!

Finally a off day.

Yesterday is so hectic.

Got 3 CC events on the same day.

But i can eat breakfast, lunch and dinner for free! :D

But one stupid idiotic indian woman called and ruin my day.

Complain and complain and complain.

In the end it's not our fault.

Shit her lah!

But i didn't end my day going home!

Yesterday finished work at 8pm.

After that meet up with huiyi at 10pm

Done 2 hours of window shopping alone.

Hope that i do not look like a lonely girl walking in the shopping mall alone. :(

Spent an hour in Watson deciding what facial product to buy.

Bought none because i need my sis watson card to earn point

Can't help but being kind. HAHA!

And i tried the koko krunch ice cream!

Erm.. Prefer the corneto.

AND i'm so bored now.

Just mention whether can have pizza for lunch.

But my dad just say maybe later he will cook porridge.

Stingy fellow! I don't wanna talk to him anymore.

And he still owe me my pocket money!

Arghh..

When will i have a family like my fren where i do not have to care about money?

Thursday, September 24, 2009,9:17 AM

another normal day?

Gotta left my house for job in an hour time.

Is my life just working and sleeping?

Got that feeling but i hope it's not!

I will try to go out with my fren as much as possible.

I don't want a dry boring life! HUMP!

Anyway, just came across two cute bracelets!

Isn't it pretty? :D

love the three colour together plus the ribbon and strawberry!

Haha! :)

Oh my oh my.. Which one should i choose.

Around $10 each. So can't get both already! :(

Wow! Can you believe old aunty are still exercising in gym?

Haha! Opps. I know i'm bad.

But isn't it funny? :)

So now i shouldn't lose out and shall visit the gym more often! :)

Better go more often when i'm still 18 before i need to pay adult fee!

And i happy now! later gotta give ace recruiter my timesheet.

Money gotta reach my pocket in one week times!

ching ching ching~ :D

Wednesday, September 23, 2009,1:06 AM

the wth yet enjoyable day

I hope i still alive and kicking.

Many unpleasant/unhappy stuffs happened today.

In the morning, i went to polyclinic seeking treatment for my skin problem.

Didn't expect them to skip my number and made me waited for 3 hours plus

Totally pissed off by that, i went to talk to the doctor straight.

It was embarrassing but i do not want to be the timid girl anymore.

In the end still didn't manage to go to the national skin centre because they can't give me subsidised rate.

Maybe because i'm too poor to afford.

Guess i just have to work extra hard to earn money!!!

After that went to have lunch with huiyi.

Sorry girl.. didn't expect the waiting in the clinic to be so long.

Sorry to PS you for the gym. :(

After that rushed to thiong bahru for the CC training.

Thank juncai for telling me it's alright to wear short.

Kena scolded for wearing "hot pant"
YES. Hot Pant. Do you really think it is that short?

Come on! Am i that type of girl?

Stupid old woman. That is her old fashion way of thinking.

I can't help anyway. Just let her say what she want.

But my day was much better after meeting up with joyce at 4pm.

Watched the movie "the ugly truth"

A great movie indeed! :D

Totally worth my 6.50 bucks! Damn funny and enjoyable

Loves the dirty jokes especially =P

After movie, walked around in Tampines and i think i need to buy many many stuffs.

Clothes, Shoe, Bag.... But i think i still waiting for myself to slim down.

Will that really happen.

Guess i must really work hard on my determination

Oh! and i forgot to mention that i met a girl who lose down 45KG!!

GOSH!!! Don't know how she manage to do so.

Since she can do it, why can't i?

Determination, determination, determinatione.

Come back to me! HA!

Saturday, September 19, 2009,10:42 PM

Haven't given up on me!

Just finished watching a Hong Kong Drama "The ultimate crime fighter"

The ending has set me thinking or reflecting on myself.

The actor once thought that god has given up on him.

But actually he did not lose everything.

He should got two really good friends who wish to help him.

I sometimes just feel so emo.

Feel that i have nothing.

No family that really care about me.

So lonely and helpless.

I wonder is there really someone who will help me through.

But i somehow believe the drama so now i am waiting.

waiting for my life to be filled with colours and happiness

I'm so bored of working everyday.

Work and slp. wake up to work again.

leading a boring life of a workaholic.

But if i don't, i have no money at all.

I hate the feeling.

And i hate my family for this.

Stingy dad and a mum who took my money.