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Tuesday, February 03, 2009,12:50 AM
realisation
my mood now is sad!
at night i was kinda angry with my eldest brother
he seems to care a lot more about his gf than me
maybe because i too sensitive?
well.. i asked him to buy french fries he say no money
yet he is spending a lot of money eating outside with his gf.
how can i not angry.
last time he is not like that one. :(
i shall ignore him and put him in my BAD LIST!
also, i seriously seriously seriously think i need to change.
in term of appearance, personality and knowledge.
i don't like my appearance now.
it seems like most of my friends have changed.
obviously changed for the better yeah.
and here i am, still the same old shu qing
i know i have been saying that to myself for many countless times.
:((
also, i want to speak out more!! argghhh..
i dun want to stay being a quiet girl!!
haiz.. and i also have some family problem at home.
how to handle so many things???
plus exam starting next week.
and i still have 2 project to chiong.
just hope i can survive through!